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Posted from Camarillo, California, United States.

New Orleans is easily the most amazing place I have ever been and I will never forget my experience with the ESRM 492 class. I was inspired by the kind nature of the city’s residents, the phenomenal musicians, and the diverse culture that blessed New Orleans.

Exploring the French Quarter during our first days in town gave me an impression of the people native to the area. Absolutely everyone I encountered had a smile and kind words for the work the class was doing for the city.  Paul Sanchez strengthened this impression with his pronounced “thank you” to our class with free CDs and a public mentioning of our hard work. I was also inspired by the care that the city’s residents had for New Orleans and what it meant to their history, culture, and family.

Everywhere the group went, it seemed that there were street musicians, artists, and other performers that livened the scene. Every club, social establishment, or venue we visited had some of the most talented musicians I have ever had the pleasure of hearing. These musicians were well versed in the music history and culture of the city and assisted in making my New Orleans trip even more unforgettable.

The liveliness of New Orleans was most evident in the parades the city seemed to have most nights we were there. There were parades for St Patrick’s day and St Joseph’s day and a small parade for every wedding that took place in the quarter.  I was amazed by New Orleans’ friendliness with artists and street performers. Unlike Los Angeles, I can actually believe that a performing musician can make it comfortably in New Orleans.

The work the group did in the wetlands was grueling and labor intensive but impossibly rewarding for all of us when we thought about what the city meant to us and any body else who has ever experienced the crescent city.  We were reminded of this sentiment whenever a loud soul would shout CORNBREAD at the top of their lungs to raise moral in the swamp. That food will forever be a rallying cry for the group that took this trip to the beautiful New Orleans.

Come celebrate our students’ work!

Posted from Cerritos, California, United States.

On April 8th we will be celebrating our 9th Annual Poster/Video/Gumbo session in the Broome Library from 5-6:45pm.

This is a free event, open to all.  We would love to see you there!

 

2015 Poster Session Ad

NOLA Poster Session Ad 2015

Copyright basics

We are not always as conscientious about copyright laws as we should be. Do you understand copyright? What about the photos you post? What about the presentations you put together? As you prepare your presentations, and continue to blog, I wanted to be sure you are informed and are aware of creative commons. CI Teaching and Learning Innovations site has put together a great resource about copyright. Check it out!

Over 120 Dives!

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At first we were nervous about such an inexpensive and user created platform such as OpenROV for performing oceanic research. Comparable systems cost 10 times the price, but are unfortunately out of the reach of our funds. The OpenROV 2.6 units had a lot of problems with the motors, and we had concerns with durability. The new 2.7 unit has been so much more robust in just about every arena and has been a great tool. With just a few tweaks we have repeatedly and consistently collected data.

The team is finally getting settled back into repair, design and build mode after spending a combined three weeks deploying ROVs on Santa Rosa Island, where our Research Station is located. The total combined deployments has given us a total of over 120 dives. We are working on two research projects, a Marine Protected Area health study, and a subtidal/intertidal ecology study. The majority of the dives were done with our two transect duty 2.7 OpenROVs: The Remote Underwater Mariner (RUM) and The Black Pearl. We’ve learned quite a bit from using them on such regular intervals.

Lessons learned:

  • The motors need to have a strain relief on the copper windings to prevent breakage of the wire and subsequent shorting.
    • We used hot glue to better attach the windings to the rear of the stator, avoiding getting glue on the rotor and interfering with the motor mounts.
  • The ROV should always be slightly positively buoyant, we use the hold depth function which works great for running transects.
    • On one of the last 60 meter transects, our ROV’s tether became completely and utterly tangled in kelp due to heavy surge. Harsh conditions and attempts to pilot out of the tangled mess resulted in the tether being severed at 30 meters from the launch site, because the ROV was slightly positively buoyant, we were able to retrieve the ROV!
  • The out of the box balancing of our ROVs needed to have some ballast adjustment because of the tendency to pitch forward on straight transects.
    • The video transects we perform require a higher quality video, so we use two GoPro cameras, a forward one and a downward facing one. We mount them on a 3D printed rail system that Paul designed, with PVC skids for protection (the side outrunners are for the intertidal system.) The rail allows for adjustment of position for balance and ballast. Some additional high density closed cell foam floats from fishing nets were used to offset the weight, and provide more buoyancy in the rear.

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  • The topside adapter boards need to be fully sealed off. One of ours died due to corrosion from sea water splashes, and moist conditions.
    • We have a small pelican box with a battery powered wi-fi access point, the wires pass through holes we drilled and then filled with hot glue. This enables us to connect by wi-fi using our toughbooks, with all of the ports sealed.

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Two absolute necessities for repeated deployments are a tether management reel (a commercially available slip ring works well to allow the spinning) and if working in uncovered areas, a laptop shade!

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End of life

DEATH

I grew up in a very traditional Mexican family having a difficult time acculturating to the American values and lifestyle. In America, it seems almost customary to have a living willor an advanced directive completed before a loved one is at their life’s end, however in Mexico, this is not necessarily the case. The family (i.e. husband, children, etc.) routinely make the difficult decisions about end of life care because death and dying are not normally discussed within families. In Mexico we celebrate el Dia de los Muertos (Day of the Dead), a day that honors the dead with festivities, lively celebrations, food, drinks, and activities that the deceased enjoyed, however this remembrance only focuses on the deceased and does not consider those who are at their life’s end. In our family, we never brought up death and dying. My mother was very adamant against having this conversation even when her parents were very sick.

Because of this resistance, I had never stopped and thought about what I want for my own end of life care until I started nursing school. As I become more knowledgeable about the death and dying process though theory and clinical experience, I know I do not what to be in a situation where machines, tubes, and wires are prolonging my life if the life I would have with these interventions is not worth living (quality of life is poor). In clinical I see this dilemma time and time again where the family is not ready to let their loved one pass. They continue to prolong life when there is no hope or possibility of ever recovering. I feel that this selfishness only adds to the pain/suffering, hospital cost, delays the grieving process making it much harder to let go. I think my younger sister would be the person that would be able to make the hard decisions for me. My family is very supportive but they all would have a hard time letting go.

I sat with my family over the weekend to discuss these issues and they were not very receptive as expected however opened up as I provided them with more knowledge. I think my best approach was to give examples and possible consequences for end of life care. Although my mother thought it was grim even talking about it she expressed that she dis not want to be suffering or have her life prolonged by artificial means if they have a poor quality of life to live. Poor quality of life to her meant she would be in a vegetative state not able to participate in daily activities. My mother agreed that my sisters would have a hard time making life choices and though my youngest sister and I would be able to make them for her. My eldest sister on the other hand was not very receptive. She thought that there was no need to talk about death and dying. I tried the same approach as I did with my mother, but she would not discuss the topic further. I think she needs time to process the information before approaching her. I was glad she listen to me to some extend because I can see that it made her think about it.

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Been working are this piece all day. It’s coming along great. Listening to Irvin Mayfield and working on my project is a great combination!!! 

 

Cycle of Socialization

6 Identities

  • Male
  • Heterosexual
  • College student
  • Hispanic
  • White skin

The identity I would like to describe through the cycle of socialization is my white skin. In the beginning I was the only one out of all my siblings with white skin and they use to make fun of me. I used to get called names like “polar bear”, being as young as I was I would cry. Because they use to make fun of me I would wish I had brown skin like them. However, I was always a mamas boy and my mom had the same complexion as me. My mom made me comfortable with my complexion this was my first socialization. From kindergarten all the way up to college people always ask me “what am I” this question has always followed me because of my complexion. I know what I am and I don’t mind telling people, I’ve grown to be more comfortable. Recently in this institution stage I’ve been reading about white privilege in school and it talks about those with white skin been privilege. It has broadened my perception although I felt like I’ve never had that privilege. As a result I’ve learned to be more opened minded and recognize these things.

Discovering the Layers of One’s Identity

After thinking about all the roles I undertake on a daily basis, I have come to the conclusion that the six identities that truly identify who I am are the following:

  1. A student attending California State University Channel Islands
  2. A female living in Southern California
  3. A Latina living in Southern California
  4. A daughter to my parents
  5. A sister to my brothers
  6. A DREAMer

Of these identities, I am going to trace my Female Identity through the Cycle of Socialization.

  • The Beginning – If you are born female, you are instantly seen as the minority of the two genders because we are born into a male-dominated world. So when I was born, without my choosing, I was already at a disadvantage in the world being that I was born a female and not a male.
  • First Socialization – Before I was even out of the womb, my parents were already buying baby items in different shades of pink and purple. For some reason, those are the colors associated with being female. Once I was born, I was instantly taught by my mom and dad what was considered “correct” for a lady to do versus what was correct for a boy to do. I was taught that it was okay to love makeup and dolls; to play in a play kitchen and braid hair. I was scolded when I didn’t cross my legs or when I came home from school with disheveled hair – those attributes are for boys to portray, not young ladys.
  • Institutional and Cultural Socialization – The image of what a women “should be” is constantly showcased on television, radio stations, children’s toys, books, etc. By watching, hearing, or reading such mediums, I came to the understanding that women are most comfortable at home. We must be able to cook and clean; and when the time is right, become a doting and loving mother. Women should also be a supportive and loving wife to her husband. Such images are constantly being thrown at young girls as they grow; these ideas subconsciously become imbedded into their brain. I know this was true for me.
  • Enforcements – When women do not follow these social and cultural norms, we are seen as outcasts from the dominant society. Women who engage in male activities are at times ridiculed for not acting like a lady. For example, when I was younger (being that I come from a male-dominated household) I always wanted to play with the boys at recess whether it be soccer, tag, handball, etc. The other girls at my elementary school would tease me for doing so, making me feel embarrassed for wanting to play those activities – activities that “ladys” are not suppose to engage in.
  • Results – By growing up with such male-dominated ideas, the female mind become very colonized and accepting of those views. After a while you stop questioning why and instinctively follow the male-written, female path of life. I am guilty of doing this. An easy example of this is the idea of marriage. I personally hope to someday get married and become a wife. But why is it that women are taught to think in such a way while boys are not? Why are we taught that marriage is an accomplishment we want to achieve?
  • Direction for Change/Action – For such a cycle to be broken, one must be willing to question the system and become educated. For myself, I have taken a number of Chicano Studies classes where the topic of focus is the role of women in society and what can be done to combat female stereotypes. These classes are perfect for me because not only am I a female, but I am a female who is Latina! I have gained a lot of knowledge and understanding throughout my different classes, allowing me to become socially aware of my treatment and allowing me to educate others on the topic.

Socialization

Some identities that I identity myself with are:

  • Daughter
  • Friend
  • Sister
  • Student
  • Volunteer
  • Aunt

The identity I choose is being a college student. Although I was born into this world with no biases, or consciousness, since I was a little girl, my parents told me constantly that I will always go to college. Once I was a little older I got Socialized, around 13-14, one of my teachers recommended me for the AVID program and I got accepted, in which I was placed with students that had the same goals I did. By being in this program I got reinforced many times the thought of me going to college is possible, This all resulted in me really thinking that no matter what I was going to go to college. Although I moved from Palmdale, which did have AVID, to the San Fernando Valley, which did not have AVID, I made the action of looking for other programs that were going to help me get to college, I seeked out and found the Upward Bound Program.  I make this all sound like my journey to college was a breeze, but, i did has personal obstacles I had to deal with while trying to balance my academics. But, ultimately I can really say that it was because of both my AVID family and Upward Bound family that I am now in college, I cannot imagine going through taking the correct course, entrance exams, researching different institutions and filling out financial aid with out them.