Wth… Life?

Its been an odd couple of days here in beautiful San Diego. I have been working and schooling like any other kid, and then I just couldn’t talk anymore, the words could not flow, the mouth could not move. I sat there amazed that in all my lifetime I could I was failing myself and everything I believed in. It made me scared and psychotic.

That’s what happened, it pushed me to the point of just falling to my knees, and suddenly, I woke up. I sat there breathing hard keeping track of every movement and sound. What was happening with me, why did I just do that. And then the day starts and I drop it.

Think I’m going crazy or some things wrong? Maybe or I’m creating a story your so actively pulled in to. Who knows? What I do know is I went to palm springs pride this past weekend and it was a good vacation. But I miss it already, lol.